Sunday, January 10, 2010{ Sunday, January 10, 2010 }
; Say a prayer to yourself , close your eyes , Sometimes it helps.
Well the answer to my question was already answered by the silence .
But i still had to get it confirmed , and i was right . I knew what the answer was going to be , therefore i was well prepared , and it was kind of expected , therefore i wasn`t really that hurt or anything.
But , not all stories have bad endings , Due to this situation.
I got back Hamzah ! (:
My bestie idiot. I chatted with him on msn all the way till he fell asleep.
I am so happy to have him back in my life. The best part of all this is ,
he`s a changed person now . The way he cares , the way he chats , is totally diffrent.
But he is still the same hamzah i knew 10 months back.
Hamzah , 7th of march will be exactly a year since i`ve known you.
And i will never ever forget you in my life.
The countless number of times u`ve irritated me , you always know the right thing to say to cheer me up. It`s like you understand me , but u are stubborn yourself. (:
But , you will always be an awesome friend , On the 12 of january is your bloody operation.
I`ll pray for you alright , and i wont forget what you said to me
U wish that you`ll never forget me.
Hamzah , you`ll be fine , I know you will be.
Grrrr ! i`m still having sorethroat .
And today i totally forgot i was having it once i woke up.
I brushed teeth and all , sat down to eat.
I ate something really spicy with rice , and after the fifth bite , i realized i was having sorethroat.
The pain was so unbearable , i stopped eating , and decided to head back to sleep :D
I woke up around 6 plus , cousins came over .
For the first time , no one chio me go down .
Wahh , bored. Stayed home talked to sham , then decided to have some family bonding.
Talked to family all , was really fun .
I never really gave it a shot . Then followed them go Hougang point , go ntuc.
I bought loads of fried food , food , and etc stuff relating to me eating : D
HAHA.
Well , thats about all
I`m going to go drink water .
My throat`s being a bitch.
I miss my friend who passed away.
May she Rest in peace , and remain happy no matter where she is.
I really want her to know , that i`m missing her badly.
And i`ve cried so much just for her.
Girl , you`r my everything , i really wished i had spent much more time with you.
Jessmyn Dhillon , I love you.
